F.R.I.E.N.D..

FRIEND?...hurmm...such an easy word to define n understand...i have the same experience too about friend...it started 3 years ago...i recognized him...we start to get along...it tough though...hurmm..3 years been a good, i mean best friend is not an easy thing...we've gone through a lot of joy,pain,struggling in our life and shared our problems....he knows my true colors, he know inside n my outside....he knows everything...but,now...all of a sudden..everything TOTALLY changed...hurmmm..:(...just because of that 1 message,everything is changed...he's not the same friend that i knew..every time we passed by, he just turn his smile like we didn't know each other...how can that happened?.. every time he saw my face, it seems like he saw a ghost...that's so sad...and, i've been thinking....after all these 3 years,he just changed like that?...so,our friendship is priceless?...or,am i a bad friend?..am i a type of person that can't be called a friend?...if that the case, i think it's better for me to just be a friend..not a bestfriend....:(

L.i.F.e.....

hye....:(...hurmm...time sy tulis post nie,i feels so miserable...it has been a week my big.bro passed away...but,i think i still can't get over it....sometimes, sy sendiri confident kan diri sy yg semua tu sudah takdir...tp,at the same time sy mau ketepikan hal tu,sy terus t'ingat my late brother...bukan apa,sy still shocked n x dpt accept yg dia xda suda...huhuhuhu...if only sy boleh nangis time tu jg,sy maw owh...mmg lah skrg nie sy boleh gelak2 n ketawa mah kawan2 sy yg lain,tp sy rasa mcm semua tu kosong....sy always ingat pasal abg sy...i know that i can't be like this forever....if only i can tell someone about my feeling now.....:(...

my NEW atmosphere...=)

wahhhh!!!..it has been a long time since my last post...hehehehe...xtau lah napa mlm nie tiba2 ja t'gerak nie jari mau menulis...hehehe...=)..maybe ada reason kot...haha..mmg ada pun...actually,cuti sem.2 bulan(xda cuti pun)make me think a lot of stuff...hahaha...sy rasa,punya lah bengong sy wasting time utk benda/org/hal2 yg b'kaitan...aduiii!!!..menyesal nie..padahal,bagus lagi hidup mcm skrg..hahaha...FREE!!!...actually,sy baru revealed nie benda bbrpa hari yg lalu...sy rasa,x pyh lah care pasal org yg x tau appreciate kita...so,sy moved on with my busy life...wah??..first2 tu,mmg rasa ganjil@janggal jg kan...tp,kena jg biasakn diri...luckily,time sy try mau kasi lupa semua hal tu,sy jumpa someone...YES!!..someone yg buat sy rasa this world doesn't feel so lame..hahaha..seriously!!!..that person buat sy rasa 1 perasaan yg x pernah sy rasa before this...aduiii!!...sy x pernah kenal org yg boleh buat sy senyum2 sndri nie...i LOIKE it so much!!..so,from now on..better sy just loyal sama dia ja...happy ja memanjang...kurang stress...lambat jg muka sy tua..hahaha...skrg nie,kami kira ok2 ja..sama2 happy with this situation...hehehe...i think,itu ja kot yg sy mau btau...hahaha..toodles!!!...=)

P.I.S.S.E.D O.F.F.!!!

SHIZ!!!!....thats the only word i can say right now!!...gosh!!..perlukah dia m'buruk2kan aku d depan kawan aku yg laen?..for god sake,no need lah kau buat mcm tu utk dpt perhatian dorg!!..just b yourself!!..wait the minute...or,mmg diri kau yg sebenar mcm nie??...so pathetic ok!!...pliz lah!!..aku kesian tgok kau..jgn bah kau pretend yg kau ambil berat pasal problem ktorg sdgkn at the same time kau "m'cucuk" kami..kau fhm kan maksud aku?..klu kau bodoh sangat,mksud aku jgn jadi TALAM BERIBU2 MUKA!!!..jgn sampai aku hilang sabar dowh!!..aku x kisah pun klu kaki aku sampai d muka kau...kau belum tau lagi sepa aku...better kau p terjun bangunan lah dgn nasihat2 shit kau tuh!...mmg klu org yg PLASTIK, tetap akan jadi PLASTIK bah!!...last but not least, I'm feel sorry for you,BITCH!

C.O.N.F.U.S.E.D...

OMG!!...really2 need someone to talk to me about something personal..this thing always goes around in my mind and i'm kinda stress about it...am i really2 that type of person?..or,it just me that confuse with my own life?..God...if only i was destined to be that type of person,i'll accept it because i know it is my own route of life...=(...i know if i choose it, i will make peoples, especially my family, friends and peoples that know me for who i used to be feeling sad and devastated..hurmm...i just need a simple answer..YES or NO???...

Un-Break My Heart - Toni Braxton

GOSH!!!...if only......

XieXie ni,Jennifer!!!

special thanks to Ms.Jennifer Grace Herman for helping me to manage my blog...hahaha...klu mau m'harap aku yg ubah2 benda nie,hurmmm...xda2 nie...aku sangat malas+x tau amcm mau ubah nie benda...(wah!!!..pengakuan eksklusif)...hahaha...thanx,Jen..=)