F.R.I.E.N.D..

FRIEND?...hurmm...such an easy word to define n understand...i have the same experience too about friend...it started 3 years ago...i recognized him...we start to get along...it tough though...hurmm..3 years been a good, i mean best friend is not an easy thing...we've gone through a lot of joy,pain,struggling in our life and shared our problems....he knows my true colors, he know inside n my outside....he knows everything...but,now...all of a sudden..everything TOTALLY changed...hurmmm..:(...just because of that 1 message,everything is changed...he's not the same friend that i knew..every time we passed by, he just turn his smile like we didn't know each other...how can that happened?.. every time he saw my face, it seems like he saw a ghost...that's so sad...and, i've been thinking....after all these 3 years,he just changed like that?...so,our friendship is priceless?...or,am i a bad friend?..am i a type of person that can't be called a friend?...if that the case, i think it's better for me to just be a friend..not a bestfriend....:(

L.i.F.e.....

hye....:(...hurmm...time sy tulis post nie,i feels so miserable...it has been a week my big.bro passed away...but,i think i still can't get over it....sometimes, sy sendiri confident kan diri sy yg semua tu sudah takdir...tp,at the same time sy mau ketepikan hal tu,sy terus t'ingat my late brother...bukan apa,sy still shocked n x dpt accept yg dia xda suda...huhuhuhu...if only sy boleh nangis time tu jg,sy maw owh...mmg lah skrg nie sy boleh gelak2 n ketawa mah kawan2 sy yg lain,tp sy rasa mcm semua tu kosong....sy always ingat pasal abg sy...i know that i can't be like this forever....if only i can tell someone about my feeling now.....:(...