C.O.N.F.U.S.E.D...

OMG!!...really2 need someone to talk to me about something personal..this thing always goes around in my mind and i'm kinda stress about it...am i really2 that type of person?..or,it just me that confuse with my own life?..God...if only i was destined to be that type of person,i'll accept it because i know it is my own route of life...=(...i know if i choose it, i will make peoples, especially my family, friends and peoples that know me for who i used to be feeling sad and devastated..hurmm...i just need a simple answer..YES or NO???...